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I've decided to change blog hosts. I've moved to http://chocolatefan.wordpress.com. I'm not sure what to do about this old one yet. Maybe I'll find a use for it in future.  Still at TEBS' house
Where are people when I need them? CONTACT ME ALREADY DAMMIT. There isn't much time left. Must not panic... Not at home
Got lots to blog about... I'll leave that for when I get home. After tomorrow she'll be gone for over a year. Bugger. One less place to hide at when I need a home away from home. Recharged a bit
I settled some stuff after my pervious blog post, then attended an event held by SP Theatre Compass, this thing called "Bite-sized Wednesday". About 45 minutes of skits or song items by different people. Some of the performances were really funny and I enjoyed all of them. I was quite surprised at how quickly and easily it cheered me up, especially when I wasn't really feeling open to mood-swing out of my emo mood at that time. I'm quite interested in buying a ticket to watch the full performance based on Army Daze that they're holding soon. I had left my keys in the DJ clubroom on the assumption that there would be people around. I headed there to find it completely void of people. If Francine wasn't with me I don't know how long I would have had to wait just to get in. I feel a bit guilty that I haven't been helping her in the Chess Open as much as I would like to. She's busy with her stuff as well. I really want the event to succeed since she's been working hard at it and it's not that bad of an event to start with. We're just short of certain resources at the moment. Anyone free on the 14th and 15th of July and wants to earn some CCA points, let me know. I can put you as a helper for the event (we'll teach you everything you need to know). Helpers get free food and a free shirt. Better sleep now, have to wake early tomorrow morning. Blog post end time: 12.35am Worn out
* * * * * I'm feeling really emo, angsty and stressed at the moment. Term tests, other school commitments, family stuff, club stuff... And still feeling sick on top of that. No more chest pains but it still feels clogged. Probably might get a sorethroat if I'm not careful, losing my voice a bit to that already. Sometimes I feel kind of dizzy or my mind suddenly doesn't focus and I actually almost lose my equilibrium if I don't concentrate to get it back. Despite all this I'm still keeping late nights and eating unhealthy stuff. Fast food is the only thing available after school hours and it's the usually the only thing convenient enough to buy as takeaway. I even settled on just having fries for lunch just now since I had trouble finding a seat as just one person during that hour. I know I'm not really helping myself much but what can I do about it? I still have some things to take care of. I'll take anything I can get. * * * * * I sort of spoilt the DJ club's computer two days ago. I was trying to set up permissions since someone had asked me to change the password. I thought it would be a good idea to create a new user login name but abandoned the idea later. Long story short, I deleted the wrong user account and found myself unable to login anymore. I left a note saying what I had done and that I was going to fix the problem. The following day (which was yesterday), I returned to the club and found out that I had received a rather nasty anonymous reply back. I don't know if the writer meant what he wrote. By that point I was already feeling very stressed and tired, that small little thing made me sad and angry. Maybe I was just being oversensitive to it but I felt hurt that all I was trying to do was help and got dissed for it. I don't see why anyone else besides the club president would have the right to complain about the computer when I'm the only one who uses it. Almost all the content inside had been provided by me. Stephan told me that at least I'll learn something from fixing it. After I fix the computer... I guess I'll continue to update the contents. The club still needs it after all. * * * * * I don't know why I try so hard. It's never good enough for anyone. * * * * * I want to have more close friends but the people who have common interests are mostly guys. The unfortunate way that society works is that people will always assume you have an interest to be more than friends with someone once you start to be more friendly to them than others. I'm sure you would agree it's difficult to talk to anyone if they're suspicious or feel awkward. Society sucks. Blog post end time: 2.34pm I'm just a little unwell (I know, right now, you can't tell)
No fever though, so no panicking yet. I wonder if I should still go for the outing this Saturday. Want something? Help others help you
RING RING
Actually I do have caller ID and it'll only be because of me that my grandmother won't call him again. I hope his electricity blows or something. Jerk. Now I run off to lunch and school. Blog post end time: 11.52am Music: Avril Lavigne feat. Lil' Mama - Girlfriend
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I must be insane to want to be more social. People make me sad on a regular basis. I don't really know who I can trust at this point.
Summary of a stupid phone call I got just now...
